I once hope in my life to be a very good man when I grow up. Maybe I will call that “my childhood wish”.
Now the way things are happening to me, the way my life is receiving suffering, the way people lack the ability to show me mercy; I hope to be a very good tyrant man starting even from now.
The world has mould us to be strong and self-reliant, and we must adapt to it before we can survive. Competition and predation is of much numbers. Well, I must change now from my life of simplicity. I have no choice!
It doesn’t really make sense to be a simple person when people have been grinding your happiness with sadness and slapping your butt all the time.
You become so simply to everyone and everything around you then they turn around to alleged you as being weak and ignorant. Even when you try to ignore their inability to understand the difference in being weak and being simple to compromise with others decisions, they keep on pushing you to the wall of so many allegations and sadness. I know that one has to be strong to overcome the temptations that comes to ones life all the time especially if one is actually planning to progress because some of these things are hurdles along all progressive men’s path! I promise to overcome them but this time, maybe using what they actually want.
I must change !!
Did you know that if you are not righteous, they will say you are not going into the kingdom of God? And that if you are too righteous, you are at risk of dying young?
That is where things just get complicated for my little mind to understand!
I will like to go into the Kingdom of God to enjoy all the fruitful things of life so promised and to save my life from hell fire and be reunited with God the father directly once again but the complication of one being at risk of dying young as a more righteous person is my problem. They say one is t risk of dying young so one may not sin as one is already righteous. This is to say you should take your righteous life directly into heaven to avoid sinning.
You know what I do? I quit being any. I live my life the way I feel and choose to, no dulling, no good, no bad with all these scale of measurement depending on the angle you view it.
On the other hand, they say a sinner may live longer than the righteous for the fact that God is giving the sinner a chance to repent and embrace the ways of God. I love it but the vice versa is what I hate! 😦
I’m not good or bad, it depends on you the judge. 🙂
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Back to my Homeland. Yes, its very interesting and nice to be here, but am just watching at what God will do tecause I really need His help in this crucial period.
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Its really true that nothing that has a beginning that will not have an end, it has ended! I mean the section.
The semester that was to complete the section which started since June last year has by the Grace of God ended today. What else do I have to say than; God thanks for your guidance throughout the thorough semester I have ever experienced.
This always brings confusion. How can i have so many examinations in a day and now my mind is guessing on which one to read!
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My mind is contemplating, which one should i go for?